Fair Warning

When I get to the numb stage you should be scared. My whole self goes into a defensive mechanism because I've taken too much. My ears are ringing, I feel no pain. I feel nothing. It's bittersweet becauyse although my heart can't break anymore, I am a grenade ready to destroy whoever is in sight, myself included. 

The best advice I can give is to stay away from me, stay clear...I'm scared of what I just became. When I go off, I won't be able to stop myself. This is the part of me that is uncontrollable so I will lock myself away from everyone. Don't come for me, stop pushing me, stop backing me into a corner or else you will get caught up in this tornado and neither one of us will come out of it unchanged.