Muah

When I come out to play, the first initial feeling I experience is euphoria, I literally feel high until I adjust because everything is heightened and different. I have to come into my own. My temperament, emotions, stance, style, everything is different. I'm pretty bad ass...just saying. I get worried that everyone will notice because I'm so refined...so pronounced...so different...so me...
I'm not quite sure that I want anyone to know.