A look into how I am doing

When I "come out of it" I feel so silly. The first thing that's always on my mind is how much time did I lose. This time thankfully it was just 30 minutes. I used to black out and have no recollection of what happened at all. I didn't think to much about it or cared. No when I "black out" I remember things. I know the jest of what I posted, but not word for word.