I want to get back to my life!

Will I ever get my life back. I have always felt like I have been reborn because with meds I feel like a completely different person. No pun intended. I dunno, I don't think I am 100% liking it because I am always sleep. although the meds are okay for me, they take a lot out of me! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm missing out on life not because I am bitter, negative, hurt, etc. but because I AM ALWAYS SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!